Another year around the Sun...

“When I’m old and gray, I want to have a house by the sea. And paint. With a lot of wonderful chums, good music, and booze around. And a damn good kitchen to cook in.”

―Ava Gardner

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So as I quickly approach my 31st birthday I can't help but think of the refreshingly pain growth that I had. Most people are terrified of turning 30. Not me I was over my 20's...lol I had completely lost myself while trying to be someones mom. I went through a relationship that I thought was going to completely take me out... but that was my 20's and I was in my 30's and I was finally going to be the adult I always thought I was going to be... WRONG!!! LOL...

I had decided to quit my job and work 1000% for myself... definitely was not prepared for everything that came with that...

Started dating to just put myself back out there to reassure myself that I hadn't given up on love... met some great people just not for me...

I relocated me, my daughter and my sister to the middle of a state that I knew existed but had no clue where it actually was for a client lol, and faced some demons and unpacked some bags that I've held on to for way too long.

I was able to accept that I had a part in some of the pain I endured in my late 20's. It was great to get some of that weight off my shoulders. Accepting where I am in life and where I would like to go.

I was able to look myself in the mirror and love what I saw... to know that after everything that has happen to me in my life that I will be okay...

As far as this next year I have nothing planned... mostly because the world is still in a weird place... but I do know that I am going to continue to grow my business, enjoy life and the little wonders of the world, and try to be the best mom my daughter needs me to be. Oh and of course eating tacos and drinking champagne on Tuesday...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!

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